Truth is.

Truth is,
I am not very good at blogging about specific subjects.
My mind likes to go off on a tangent and run for miles and miles in whichever direction it chooses to go. On this particular day, my mind can not seem to leave my heart, for my heart is so full of feeling. I don't like to talk about my feelings really. But I suppose that's what a blog is for, eh? -pauses- .. Sometimes I don't even know where to start.
I'm sure that everyone has had a particular person that has been stuck inside their head before. Wake up, you think of them. Drive to school, you think of them. No matter where you go or what you're doing, that person is constantly in your thoughts.
What is it about a person, that can draw you in so close? So close that they become a part of your heart. Every terrible minute apart feels like hours, days, weeks, months... And you can't help but long for their presence, because their internal beauty shines through to you so strongly.
I long for your presence. Long to breathe in your scent, see the shine in your eyes. As you smile, my soul grows brighter. I felt you lift me up. And when I held you in my arms.. Something felt so right.
Maybe I am just being ridiculous, but these feelings are rare. Trying to form them into words is nearly impossible.
Something felt so right about you. My heart was sure.
But....
Truth is,
I feel as if I have been left in the dark. I just need some sort of answer. You don't have to spare my heart. Am I completely wasting my feelings? Because I thought you were feeling them too..

"The drops of rain they fall all over
This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon her
I'll try to kiss you if you let me
This can't be the end
Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad
Your vows of silence fall all over
The look in your eyes makes me crazy
I feel the darkness break upon her
I'll take you over if you let me

You did this
Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad"
When you feel this for somone, embrace them closely and never let them go.

Sincerely;

Bridgette