Soo....
Here goes my best attempt at trying to explain the things I feel in my heart.
Honestly, I couldn't stop it. You had me from the start.
Like the fluttering of a hummingbirds wings, something awoke in the depths of my soul.
A feeling i've never felt, not even in my dreams, took over me entirely and for once,
I felt whole.
My mind has been entirely consumed, my heart following that same path.
But have I just become an abandoned memory, blowing through the winds of your past?
Oh how badly I hoped that this would last.
Looking up, looking down, you are nowhere to be found.
Something about you, it just felt so right.
Where have you disappeared to darling? I need your guiding light.
I apologize.
Your beauty struck me, so suddenly.
So suddenly I felt you in my heart.
You're gone now. My mind is in a hopeless wander.
Completely lost on how to keep myself from falling apart.
Your vow of silence, it cuts through me like a knife.
Just for this moment, i'll pretend everything is alright.
Realizing that it's time to let you go.
Realizing I can't let go.
Don't let me go.
I'm falling.
I'm fading.
Sweet misery please save me.
Just hoping that you know...
No matter how bad this hurts,
You're worth every second you've been on my mind.
Your smile still shines brightly
Your eyes show your gorgeous soul
Wishing to sit there and hold you so tightly. Wishing.
Wishing.
Wishing.
I wish I didn't have to let you go, but I must.
I think knowing that is what hurts the most..
Love, me.
ahhh bridgette this post made me so happy your writing is beautiful. you truly have a gift, i love how you can write down everything just let it all out but yet you write it down in such a artictic way. i know how you feel when you have so much to say but dont have to words to say it with. i do this all the time i have feild up countless journals, with all my hopes dreams worries anger. and after you write it all out you feel so much better dont you :) well girl keep up the beautiful writing you are very inspiring love you much, Hope
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ReplyDeleteBefore I commented, I read what Hope had to say, and I realized that she already said mostly everything that I wanted to. Your writing is beautiful and I'm so glad that you could share it with us. Sometimes, when life is cruel, all there is to do is write. Paper won't judge you or try to offer advice that you don't find helpful. All it can do is listen and understand. Usually that is all we need, isn't it? I hope you continue to find solice in writing when it seems like nobody else cares. But I also hope you always remember that someone DOES care. Love you.
--Erin